Tuesday, August 28, 2007

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Already being USMkk for a month++ already, still very uncomfortable with it, the hostel, the people here.. still very very haiz~ dono why last time i said i wanna go out from sitiawan, wanna fly away from sitiawan.. Feel some source of regret now, cause din appreciate the time at secondary school..
Now already entering MUSCULOSKELETAL for the 2nd week, i feel very very stress with it. Dono wat muscle connect to wat muscle, then this neve that vessel.. walao!!! very very burden lo!!! Really a lot of things to study, for me already hate biology subject, now!!! All link to BIOLOGY, human anatomy!! NO MATH, NO ORGANIC CHEMISTRY!!! hahaha!!!! dono how to survive this few months!!! hope can pass la~ really really do..
Wanna share something about my pass few weeks life in USM. actually last week i joined the Christian fellowship camp at TOK BALI at Kelantan beach, it is really beautiful than in LUMUT, teluk batik. Although the chalet like malay house so sux, the programme there is quiet okay for me.. the most memorable things that in tat camp is: i sleep at 2:30 but wake up at 5:00am just wanna watch the sunrise... and then hor!!! The sun rise is at almost 7 o clock!! wait there so silly.. wahaha!!! then the next day's talk is very very sleepy.. haha!!!! okla.. just want to share till here.. next time only post some photo in the blog...
GAMBADEH!!!

Saturday, May 19, 2007

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Hmmm...........


Going out with frens, my primary school classmate..
WE go WEST CONNECTION at LUMUT...
Then go have a walk...

At LumUt.. 4 gals 2 guys and 1 Just married..

Seems like 2 couple??? haha~ don mistaken...

My zi mui... 6C at Chung Cheng....

Wednesday, May 16, 2007

惊喜的一天

今天教会了永俊化学后,接到嘉怡的讯息!! 黄嘉怡叻!!小学的朋友!!

陈贤婷,许淑菁,赖静薇,黄嘉怡和我去到 Sercret Resipe

结果...............

发现..............

以前和我们一起玩的胡玖森....

结婚了!!!!!

有一点不能想象!! 不过那是人家的事!! 哈哈.. 祝福他吧~

Monday, April 30, 2007

My life in KMNS




KMNS--> Kolej Matrikulasi Negeri Sembilan



PART 1





I really very Keberatan with my College ler... Too many things that i can wrote ler... But i think, picture is the best BUKTI to show u all about my life at there... haha







I still remember when i fist get into there, i so scare that cannot suite into tat particular college life, i cry when i phone back to my DAD, so stupid when now i think back!! Hahaha... Orientation week really sucks!! Cause i didn't see any chinese senior at there... we always bully by the malay guys.!!! haiz~ "how i gonna survive???" I still remember that almost 3 days i didnt talk to any1, almost keep myself away from others.. Thursday! Then a guy come to me to introduce himself.. tat time only i talk to ppl.. haha/...



This is wat we done last year, After First semester exam, my fren, yi huey say 'let us do facial', then he use spyrullina put on eveyone face.. haha... Look at me, so silly de face... haha...
After sometime, we organize Birthday of others, we will try to make fun on the bdae ppl as cruel as possible... throw eggs, colgate + water, Cakes and many other else...











Tuesday, September 19, 2006

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This few month i feel very bored and suck.. very very.... tired mentally n physically... dono why.. just want to stop everythings tat is going on in me so tat i can rest more.... haiz~

although still got 40 days tat exam final is coming around... but i really hope tat i can get good result so tat i can easily get into the local university... really... hope..

God... please help me.. please give me the cleverness to answer the question so tat i can get higher markhs... erm.. just like tat la... hopefully can.. thanks a lot....

Thursday, April 06, 2006

Hmmmm...

Today is Wat day i also forgot liao... after joining Ns camp, i was already forgot how to count the day liao... hahahaha.... Hmmm.. i wannna share here my experience...

First, 31/12/2005
That day my house got a dinner for celebrate new moving home.. That day i very rush on time and very sad.
I know the time shown is 6 o clock and i sms my school frens, ask whether they got come o not? then they reply me very surprisingly... They said maybe don come... Haiz~ really disappointed la.. but nvm lo... later got very few ppl come only... -_-` Last day also dowan meet me? my relationship begitu cha meh?? Okla, Next is my church member, Dono why they seems like very very muka hitam, maybe sumthing has happened? i oso dono, and i dowan to know la... i mention some of them.... oklo... That time i tell myself i will not be longer here, so whatever la~ Hmm... suddenly my frens told me have to go to body check up first before going to NS.. but i din go for body check, so i call my mom to arrange somebody to do that... haiz~ finally DONE!!! Then i call pui yeen lo.. she said got sumthing wanna tell me.. so call la.. That time is about 12.00a.m. already, but she haven sleep... then mah chat lo.. haha.. until 1:00> , forget liao la... then go kemas my things.. i haven kemas de.. then do liao until 3:00 o clock, i went to sleep...

Second, 1/1/2006
That day morning, 8:00a.m, i already wake up and prepared to go to bus stop liao... Huh~ sumthing forget to bring, then turn back to take, my mom scold me ... haiz ~ everytime de la.. then i told her not to worry liao, next time wait till 2 n the half month baru scold me la...!!! hahahahhaah.. ok, then go bus stop, saw many ppl at there, some of them crying and peluk here and there, and carrying big big bag and baldi... hahahaha.. me carring a boxes of mineral water... cause scare no water to drink... but i am not afford to carry such a heavy things, so i called my mom to drop some for me is enuf.... hahahaha... okla... is time to go liao, then i said bye to mum n dad n grandmom, then i went into to the bus. Seeking a place and sit down. Then a indian guy sit beside me.. i was so scare and dono how to have conversation with him... His name is Surenthern... But i was not memorize his name.. his name i memorize when in the camp.. hahaha.. Then got journalism interview me, is china press magazine.. she ask me some question.. then after that bus is going to moving, she only get down.. I saw a fren.. Nan Hwa's fren... Is Ng Jin Yew.. I know him before but not join him only... hahhaa.. and i saw a fren , acs fren also same camp wif me.. her name is Pang Ai Teng... then after FIVE hour journey only arrived the camp. The camp names KEM TEGAS MESRA.. It was damn hot and was very terpencil... The camp was surrounding by the gunung.. all mobile phone can't use... I arrive there alone and sit alone for waiting the soldier to spot check our bag... My handphone, charger and my medicine of pimples also dirampas by the soledier there.. at there, i met a Chinese frens, yap choo jien. He is from Ayer Tawar.. Cause of the Language, we known each other well.. Then wif suddenly, a heavy rain drop... very very very damn big de rain... Then we all go to logistic ther to register our name and get the number for our dorm.. I got dorm 4, Jien got dorm 8 and yew got dorm 5.. Me and yew's dorm very near, so our relationship is better.. hahaha...Then i went to my dorm and put my thing down and rush into the tiolet to take a bath.. but no water.. after went out of the bath room... i met a person, his name is Tzer.i thought he is older than me... hahaha.. he is from Ipoh de.. actually he queit nice but he really CHUAN... if u dono him very well... hahahaha... i oso got no actjective to describe his personality... but in my dorm.. our relationship is better than other.... maybe we sleep very near gua...
that night, cant fallen asleep cause miss home, very very charm la..

Third, 2/1/2006 until 10/3/2006
This period time i got went back two times... 1 for haji and 1 for chinese new year. Beginning there, i fall sick.. And i have 2 days excuse for activity.. that time very suffer cause really nothing to do and the whether there damn hot... at there after a week, only know all chinese geng in my dorm.. Second person i know is Ping. If u dono him well, u will feel that he very chuan n cool, but after knowing him, he really act like sex maniac... always 'bok mom' me... always tough me and said sumthin very 'A' de.. haha.. He is also Christian. He has a bad breath and got a big big stomach... Next is Hui Jin, this fellow is quiet like a ladies, cause he bring all the equipment that need o no need.. and his family also seems like very wealthy.. cause every time treat us eat McDonald n PizzaHut... Hahaha.. He is talkative but u cant make him angry, if not u will surely being BOOM by him.. hahhaah.. same as me.. Next is Leong, he is svery short person and talkactive too... His conversation will hurt ppl... at NS camp, the first person i been hurt is because of him.. He really say something will hurt ppl de.. but he also very frenly... Then the last person i known in my dorm is Shyang, he is very tall and very lansi... he also talk sumthing very hurt de.. and he also will do sumthin very dislike by normal person.. one word--> QIAN DA... STill got many many ppl that i cant mention here, but i was already write in my diary and set into my mind.. you all will be in my memory forever..

Fourth, 11/3/2006
The last day at camp very rush time one.. cause all the bus suddenly rush into our camp and we have to run in time lo.. we just say goodbye to each other and pisah liao.... but at bus.. i saw JIn was crying.. and my tears was drop tooo... very tough on that time... hahahahhahah.. finally .. arrive home liao lo... the end of the story..

Hahaha.. now onli got time to post.... then 13/3/2006, i got my result...
Bahasa Malaysia -A2
Bahasa Inggeris -A1
Bahasa Cina -B3
Sejarah -A1
Matematik -A1
Add Math -A1
Bio -A2
Chemistry -A1
Physic -A1
P.Moral -B3
P.Seni -A1
EST -B4

But i quiet satisfy my result cause i reall y try my best already... hahahahahahhahahahah

I will keep my hard work lo.... Thank God cause supporting me, and my faminly... Thank You!!!!

Sunday, January 01, 2006

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Hahaha…… Happy New Year~ hehe…. Wanna said sumthing here,,, long time no write blog liao…. Wanna share something…. Caroling, Christmas, Camp… dono ler… All Damn Sad story…..

Caroling, for me…. Is very enjoying, because can sing loudly… aha… really, indeed…
But seems like every 1 not very happy for it, so, I also become no heart…

Christmas, geng si…. Cause I feel very sad la… I had not involving myself in everything, decoration, dance… I oso dono la… very sad jiu shi la…. Hard explain…

Camp, damn damn shuai, cause I mong cha cha…. Dono wanna do wut… the true expression also very make me very sad… Zayne angry me.. ya, from the beginning… I knew it! Haiz~ sad sad sad sad sad sad sad….

Wanna go ns liao… my feeling not very good.. scaring, frightening…. Haha… waana continue blog next time… so, take care la…

Sunday, December 04, 2005

BaD tHiNgS aGaIn....

Today my mood very dull… and very down… After listen to my best partner.. I feel very angry + disappointed + sad….. I dono how to describe tat feeling… just very ‘em dai’ only… I know I was wrong, but isn’t he also was wrong also? Luckily, I don go to church when my exam… if not… I will surely be smashed… means tat I cannot concentrate my tension in exam time… I am not trying to giving excuse to skip the youth fellowship… I just want to avoid the criticize from tat fellow… who was very YELLOW ship everytime… If I heard the criticize from him… I will trying myself to think over again… Is it the things he say is true? Or he simply say only… then I will become very confuse… because I will look through the problem… So, isn’t it I skip the youth fellowship is the best choice? And 1 more, I just want to pay my fully attention in my study~ because I cannot play ma, this year will decide whether I will STPM or college…

This year… my final year… SPM year… was already giving me a big big pressure… plus more the youth feloowship’s president… preesure + pressure… haiz~ dono how to say… I know I have no leadership, but I am also trying to do well… to help, to done the best.. From the beginning of the year, nothing had happened. I know that there are some quarrelsome in our committee member. But I try to ignore it. Then, the problem was become very seriously. Until I also get into it. Now I were very suffering, whether I want to continue, or I want to quit myself, just stand at the side to look them working hard? Har? I had no better answer.

I haven’t mention today’s incident. Last night, I went to my aunt’s wedding party. So I do not go to church. I thought pui yeen haven’t did the decoration of the church, so I decided from today, I will trying my best to help her, just like last year Lieh Wei was trying hard to help me.. so, I went to church today at 10 morning.. when I step into the church, I was quite surprise, I saw some decoration on the wall. “Oh, pui yeen started to decorate already”, I noticed. After that, when she came, I asked her. “Not me, is YELLOW guy did 1”, she replied. Oh! I am very surprise on that because I thought that he and Zayne are incharge at outsider decoration. So, I ask pui yeen to ask him wether the side decoration think liao ma. Then! The most I hated de answer appear from that YELLOW guy…. (I also heard some only, not very clear) “If I did not start to do, who will start, then finally also will ask me to do”,”Call him not to come already because I scare the decoration he did will not match the things I did it now”, “call him incharge the funny show”, “This year who were sitting exam 1 very ‘DAI SAI’”….. I want to slap him if I am not controlling myself… Then pui yeen ask him, who will did the funny show? He replied,” Neh! The people who are very free after the exam…..” Wah! I really be3 tahan, no one call him to do la, he want to do himself…. Waihai! I did not (re)3 him, he dare to say like that.. make me very angry meh! I was angry because why last year he did not show his kepo, but this year he did!

Poh Chin told me before, YELLOW guy actually is a good guy, he is very concern about the people.. Oh my God.. why I did not mention this in his personality? Or YELLOW guy only good with the ladies more than a man? But he was very good with Waylon, Zayne and Liek Choon o…. After he scolded me, we have a last meeting for this year’s committee member. I was shocked because Zayne looks like very no syok with me… But anyway, I already known, because he and YELLOW guy just like a pair of brothers ma… I really regret why I did not solve the quarrelsome that we make from the beginning of the year. But now are to late already.. okloh! Nevermind. From next year onward, I will not appear on your eye sight anymore, I will not going to meet you anymore, I will not be your friends anymore. I will not remember you anymore… and last word, I HATE YOU.

Last time I hate you because you scolded me, but now I hate you is because of your personality.. So, YELLOW guy. Hope next year you will bring the church up, you will make more member of youth fellowship, Hope God will bless you….

Wednesday, November 30, 2005

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Finally my exam over already....

My TMnet prepaid card has bcome moneyless when my SPM around... so thank God... hahaha... If not I will play com day by day.....

Many thing had happen in this month....

I had many feeling...

The things come make me feel sucks...

I feel very unhappy... Stress... Disappointed... surprise...

Haiz~ now lazy to write out la... Keep it in my mind is okay already...

Haiz~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Sunday, October 23, 2005

My Sadness Days....

Finally i have time to set my blog now....

Saturday night, 2005/10/22 is the Damn bad day 4 me... Let me tell u all the whole story...
1st thing i feel Damn is... Wow... Many committe member refuse to attended the bible study... Is okay... just me kena only ma cause i an the HEAD wut... nvm lo.. Toh Hong said cancel lo.. then i ma go to church to prepare thing 1st, cause cannot let pastor be waiting in the church alone ma... not good 1...
2nd, not even din come bible study... the youth fellowship also don come... The worst is... Hui Hui and Fanny... Both of them sms to help them... Hui Hui sms me to help him to do zhu xi... Fanny want me help her teach choir... walau~ Then i refuse to help them lo...
3rd, The worst is coming.. Kamikasi.. *** said, "Fanny call u do de thing, u got do ma?", Then i reply, "I already told her tat i won help her to teach...", then *** said the most hurted me de phrase... " U n Fanny hor, everytimes do de thing 'yi liu' o..." ... I couldn't reply him... bcause i also feel that i did nth in church... *** help the church, but i din do anything, anything... If i shout at him, maybe he also will merajuk and maybe will bertapa sendiri n dowan come to church liao... After that i sms to Fanny and scold her... Then suddenly my eyes full of water.. my tears drop down without any reasons... been hurted... Then i was thinking, was it my wrong?
Another story that i knew *** was talak syok me.... Lat saturday, hui hui's programme... The ling chang, Angeline was prepared.. Suddenly OHP rosak, then make the keadaan very Kong bu.... haiz~ suai la... When the programme is held, i ask angeline to come wif me to outside for giving her some advice to be the ling chang... Then yu feng sendiri come of our site ther... and then she n i began talk lo.. *** suddenly come..., :don stand outsite and talk... not good ho!" then we ma go in lo... i watch his face was full of angryness... i dono why.... at that moment i realise... *** dah talak syok of me... Maybe? I oso dono.. so tis make me more hate him now.... I cannot 4give him.... i won... i canot 4give, oso canot 4gave myself... being so naive..
CRYING NOW......
this incident was on my mind last night, i couldn't get into sleeep... Very seksa to angry 1 ppl...
Can say smth very tak bertanggungjawap ma? I really feel some regret bcause i accept the job being the president of the touth fellowship...
1.The penasihat thing... Ai Ying jia dah no syok of our committe
2.The bible study programme was been drop down
3.The income member has been ignored... bcause i din take any action
4.The committe like break into small group...
5.The jing xiu hui de pro....
N more... i cannot list down 1 by 1...
I really not responsible, not berkaliber, not prefect to be the president...
I had let the ppl feel disappointed already....
But i also feel very disappointed... Everytime only i care of the programmme... the other committe doesn't cooperate... share the problem together... walau~ Church not mine 1, is all of us... OF OF US.... Ok?
Nvm lo.... Tis saturday will have another ppl, another committe member who can bring up the church, youth fellowship.... Hope God will with us tat time.. hope the income committe will be the choice of ***, then *** won see my face anymore.... Maybe is true... O maybe not... I oso dono wut am i typing now...
Lastly.... Hope the income o new committe member will cooperate, don quarrel n be happy lo... Wish u and God bless you all....
Amen.

Friday, October 07, 2005

My Favourite Drama.....




This Japan Drama really attract me watch it somemore...






To Be Continue.............

Monday, October 03, 2005

My Weekend

Hahahha... I was felt asleep last night... Opps... no, is this morning... Let me share the story~

After youth fellowship... We decided to go to Lumut to gai gai! Then suddenly... siokky plan to go to Ayer Tawar to eat steamboat~ Wow... so syok la... But... the time was 11:16p.m. , i still remember..
Then ma go lo... Got william, leong ping, me, zayne, hui hui, hong ping, ah hua, chi xiang, n siokky....
Eat about RM 43... Then go back liao... wah! actually i still
hungry + tired = Sleepy
Really... coz i wear contact lenz... Haiz~ Really...
Tired... 1:00 a.m. baru balik.....
Haiz~ Sunday liao.. I have to wake up by 8 o clock!!!! Cause want to teach sunday school!!! Wah! They all r monkey in the jungle la... din respect we as a teacher!!! Hate to teach them....
After that do very sia sui things... I do ling chang ... Sing wut song i also dono.. can just say a word
TALOK
really... dono why the ppl dowan open their mouth to sing, then the pianist also... haiz~ Really la... maybe the song is toooooooo unsuitable to us anymore...
Happy time! we go for eat...
Eat Ayamas~ I really want to test it 4 a long time liao..... Hahahhahaha, we go to eat lo.... In front of the Ceria supermarket... Then after that we go to Ceria buy Mini Ice-cream.. we still young la....
Hong ping, me , pei ying, qian ying n fanny lo.... Then we all go to Fanny house have party... not la.. just want to sit down only....
Then we all talk many things... sharing the story between gals n guys.. i was shocked that many gals really spend a lot of money when they go shopping... wah! so SURPRISE...All rubbish only.... GOSSIPING... can say like tat... hahahhahahahahhhahaahahaa...
My weekend not very meaningful, but i think after SPM not like the same anymore... HAVE FUN~ hahhahaah

Thursday, September 29, 2005

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Hahahahahaha.......... YEAH!
Today is my birthday.... So happy....
Kwan.s.s, Yyvonne,Mr.Loo,Janice,LHC give me a surprise... a shirt.... very beautiful... cool la....
Then another surprise is, Yap Yap n Tze Wei.... Send pizza to my house.... hahahhaahhaa..... Wau... Cool Man... Really thank you la... U all Is DA best.... Hope u all will done well, Very well in ur SPM... Plus Oil!

Thursday, September 22, 2005

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T_T..........

I failed my sejarah!!!
Dono Y...... Fell very Sad la......
Today I saw my sejarah teacher soooo angry... He really feel disappointed of us... he said that we look him down.. But some of us don la... just a few person only!! Like that Monkey Teh... Hate that guy..
Never mind heh!~ I will go ask for tips... Hahaha~ Dono he also will consider me as the person who make him sooooo Damn angry o not... Hahaha..

Wednesday, September 21, 2005

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Finally..... Trial Exam over liao....

* Pls: Last time leanordhuron25847550 giving me comment... can u add me at friendster? My e-mail is wewe2002jeff@icqmail.com ... Just wana have more frens only...
My Exam week really make me suffer all the time...
Walau~ I really suffer la... Why they arrange the time like tat.. N the question also really hard la.... Die liao lo....
Last few weeks, many things happened..
Firstly, talk about my church member...
I feel that my church reaaly have to sit down n talk lo.. They reaaly seems like fighting each others... although they very good all the time..... The relationship between the committe member also din good.. looks like divide into many groups... scare sometimes will esploded...
Then, the kam mou back liao... he offers to have meeting.... So cheap la.. Meeting also din very good la... Cannot make decision also..... So have meeting for wat? reaaly feel sucks!!!! I have the opinion that i hope to fly out the committe of the church as soon as possible.... really cannot tahan la!~ But, will GOD punish me?
Next, In school, there is nth special on tat matter.... just exam, exam n exam....
Haiz~~~
Then, the art teacher, outside 1, Mr. Lee... He said somethings that really hurt me so much... never mind lo.. still got 1 week only ma... can fly liao, useless liao la u..... Cheh!~
Finally, Hope this exam result will bring happinest to me, not sadness then ok already....
A men.....

Friday, August 19, 2005

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Today, I am very angry....

When we had Biology class in Bio lab.... I completely didn't heard what Mr. No Guna.... While he is talking in front... I am talking at the back.. Actually Is my fault first....
Suddenly, He called me to tell him wat is the problem tat i having..... Means that i am not listening to wat he said.. so what r u doing there... I said nth.. Then He say smth make me very very Damn angry... He said I had been MUTASI.... walau~ Hina me like tat... I very tak syok oledi..., Then suddenly A GUY!!!! Is he!!!! Mr. Kwan... Said that I had a problem.... Is 'ketidakseimbang hormom'!!!!! Walau! U think who r u!!! Aren't U r my best friend... U say like tat... U din help me... malahan kick me in front of the class......
At that moment, I was very very disappointed... + Angry...... I noticed that ... actually i just a toys of he!~ Okay lo.... never mind... Continue wif my stories....
Then the teacher asked... am i talking at the back.... i replied, " No, Statisfy?"
Then i cried......

I know i was doing wrong... But wut the teacher was thinking? Isn't he also wrong?

Tuesday, August 02, 2005

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I feel very guilty today~Cause i angry Shiang Shen then he..... Haiz~ Why friends must quarrel?

Sunday, July 31, 2005

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Haiz~~~ The sensitive topic appear again.... Somebody kutuk somebody then give many ppl know.... Haiz~ why this things must be the issue that want to appear in church? when will be solve this problem also dono.... Haiz~ Fang la!!!!
God... Can u help us? show us the way? Our spirit life is very very low already, now how to solve without the cleverness that u give us? Jesus....
The things happen that CY thought that many ppl kutuk at the back.... said that she very wat wat wat..... Then this news spread out..... many ppl involve.... then salah faham liao lo~ Haiz~ Din check properly..... just refused to come to church again! wakau~ If every! act like tat, still got who want to come to church? Haiz~~~~~~~So disappointed......
If every body bertolak-ansur.... give another chance to them... let them realize tat they r wrong..... ok? then won be so much problem lol~~~~

Saturday, July 30, 2005

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Well, today actually my mood is very very good... Unfortunately... somebody smash my mood down very deep.... I wanna ask God, why? How? When? Who? Which? What........ Too many question... cannot mention all........
I don understand why i myself only scare the things only.... isn't it are our business? why?
Is it very hard to semo1 do the Lord job? Lord, Father, would u give me , show me ur way?

Simple Plan ^PrEfEcT^

Hey dad look at me
Think back and talk to me
Did I grow up according to plan?
And do you think i'm wasting my time
Doing things I wanna do?
But it hurts when you disapprove all along
And now I try hard to make it
I just want make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't pretend that I'm all rightand you can't change me
'Cuz we lost it allNothing last for everI'm sorry I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and we can't go backI'm sorry I can't be perfect
I try not to think
About the pain I feel inside
Did you know you used to be my hero?
All the days you spent with me
Now seem so far away
And it feels like you don't care anymore
And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't stand another fight
And nothing's alright
'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing last for everI'm sorry I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and we can't go backI'm sorry I can't be perfect
Nothing's gonna change the things that you said
Nothing's gonna make this right again
Please don't turn your backI can't believe it's hard just to talk to you
But you don't understand
'Cuz we lost it allNothing last for everI'm sorry I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and we can't go backI'm sorry I can't be perfect
'Cuz we lost it allNothing last for everI'm sorry I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and we can't go backI'm sorry I can't be perfect

This is the song Waylon introduce the first english song to me, Prefect... I still know at that time i going crazy b'cause of tis song... It does really really touch for me... U know why? This is the song which make him n me to be the BEST BEST friend... Really it does....

But now.... we were not contact to each other very long time... I still remember... I think i had did wrong la... cause i ignore the testimonial which is sending by him at friendster.. He said that he was very bored... Need some1 concern bout him.. But .. That's all my fault lo... Now very very seldom go gai gai oledi... He also very busy wat! quite long he din come back oledi....
Haiz~