20032008

好久没写部落格了，有点懒惰。





爱情真的能让一个人感到幸福，也能让一个人感到没落；能让一个人开心，也能让一个人痛心。 最近在我 校园内，很多事情发生。

每一个人都有他自己的故事。

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有个朋友，有很多追求者，但她难以做出选择，她当心开口拒绝会伤害到对方。我心想，难道 拖 拖拉拉就不让人心痛吗？我没告诉她，因为一提起，她就感压力，会在我面前掉泪。有时我觉得，她究竟是怎么了？为什么她总是不开心，她真的失去了以前的欢乐，以前她的笑容不在展现 在她的脸上了。我慢慢发觉到她开始变了，变成一个心事往里面塞，连我也不告诉。真的是这样吗？希望是我的错觉。

又有个朋友，感情受创伤，还依然不清醒。可能这是他的初恋，他就那么的珍惜，那么的心痛 ，还告诉我，我还想追回他，我告诉他是不可能，也别再为这分感情做什么拟补，毕竟事情已经发展成那女的把事情当作没一回事，而你却想挽回，不要再傻了，好吗？虽然你现在才知道那女的付出很多，但事情已经过了，请你忘记她好吗？

还有个朋友，在追求着一个女生。但已经被拒绝了，而且是狠狠的拒绝，他就像失了魂样，一整 天都不懂在做些什么。我告诉她，你们两根本是两世界的人，很难会在一起的，而在我观念里， 那男的是因为要交女友而去交，不是因为有感觉而喜欢。他真的是喜欢吗？我问过，他说他也搞 不懂，只是满脑子会想他。那是爱吗？是真的吗？我也不知。只有他知。

另一个就花心郎 ，花心到一进大学就传简讯给女生对她说我爱你，起初对他很反感因他说他是玩 玩而已。但最近他告诉我说他喜欢上一个不该爱的人,不知他是否真心还是假意，但我始终都不相信他会对那女的忠情. 我不相信, 希望也是我的错觉。

20080216

Hmm.. What i want to post? Actually from the beginning of the January till end of my Campus CNY night, i feel terrible down.

Why so down, first because of loneliness. During the preparation of the Chinese New Year stuff... almost all of my friends involving in the program. They have to run the flow for the whole night or others preparatory stuff until late of the night. Although I am a part of Decoration department, but seems that I do nothing lo... Don't know la.. just what i feel is they are so busy until lunch and dinner i have to settle by my own. When just right after the lecture, where approximate 4 o clock, i need to jogging by myself alone, or sometimes go badminton with roommate.. Haiz.. That kind of times really sux..

Finally I know that ... I was lonely... I scare to be lonely....


I dowan to be lonely............

CNY.....

chinese new year is around...

31122007

Such a long time I didn’t post my blog already, today is the last day of 2007, now I can share what have I done throughout this year. Actually I didn’t really figure out what I have done, because there is a lot of things. Before that I want to share some Christmas event that I gone through.

I was selected to be the head of decoration of the Christmas night in my campus. I actually like it very much because I like this kind of thing, I like art. But it near exam time, I need to balance myself in academic n this kind of things. That time I so stress. I cry for it 1 times, where I saw all my friends doing group discussion while I am doing the deco, and somebody scolded me for some reason. Then, I cry. That time really really my ‘DOWN’ time for me.. after that I just hand it to God lo.

But after exam, the day I got my result is the rehearcle time. I got C in my 2nd selanjar. I dono wat’s really my feeling. I feel very happy that I didn’t failed and I feel sad because I get C( I cant go to my church camp). I very confuse of my feeling. That time I so sad because I cant go church camp, then I scold God: okay, now u dowan me go church camp, after Christmas night, I will not join the CF already. This is what I told God. Then at rehearcle time when the sketch was held, I was one of the choir member, then I sing sing sing, then suddenly, I saw liszen coming in (act as JESUS) with the cross, his shout because of pain, then I suddenly OVEREXPRESS. I cry hardly. I feel very very sorry to GOD, because Jesus that time suffer also have no blame God but I did blame God for small(x10000000) thing… really so regret. Haha!!! Then everything run smoothly.. having a wonderful USM Christmas night. And thank God that I bring some friend to know more about Christ, I really appreciate their sacrifices. Thanks to CK, TK, WV, JH them for coming to practise choir although they have been very busy for CNY things.. so touch!! And hope the gospel have spread to them. Hope maybe someday they will know God more..

Then I went back for my church Christmas night. Also a great night!!!Next time only share photo...

After matriks life, I have been free for almost 3 month. At that time, I go to Singapore. I have promise myself that I want to improve my English by joining some course, but I didn’t do it. I also promise myself that I wanted to keep fit, hehe… also not work. But at least I try before lo. Hehe.. really feel regret why that time I didn’t work it out.

Really miss my matriks friend. Their smile, make me so impress.. really hope that time will not pass so fast.. already end of the year, seems like we all apart for several years. Hope you all are doing very well!!!

Then I get my result, got 4 flat.. so surprise cause I done many many mistake in some paper but I still can get that result. Really want to thank God that he make this way for me. I promise U God, if I successfully finish my studies, I wanted to help God to spread your gospel, missionary.. I hope I could do that for U.. thanks!!!

After enter Uni, I face lot of problem, friendship, roommate, studies, time-management etc. really feel wanna end this thing up. But God has sent someone to comfort me, to guide me to the right tract. Feel very touch that He did this for me..

Now at here, I got a lot of friends, senior also very friend with me. Joining the CF big family was not wrong!!! Feel that I have learn many things from them. I saw some of the sister really HOLY enuf.. they study bible everyday.. wow!!! I wanted to learn from them!!! Hope I also can do that for the sake of me. Hehe!!

So now onwards I wanna appreciate everything in my hand now. Such as friends, studies, family etc etc. Can’t really mention all the things..

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2008!!!!

haiz........

已经很久没写部落格了，心血来潮想写些东西，我知到十九岁的我不能够再幼稚了，每天都在哪里扮可爱，我不知道那样会不会令到人家觉得我还没长大。最近我一直都在失眠，不知我会不会很快老，连黑圆圈都变明显了。我很害怕，我觉得我越来越孤独了。外表看起来好像“爱顺很开朗啊！”每天都西皮笑脸的，没什么问题的。其实这样的人才最怕寂寞。我也不知为什么我会有那么大的感触写这部落格。我觉得我已经压抑很久了，自从去了MATRIKS，学会独立时，就害怕孤单，寂寞。当一个人慢慢长大是，失去的是朋友，是真心，能分享喜，怒，哀，乐的朋友。现在有的朋友不过是一些有利用价值，才靠近的。人往往就是这样。我记得我在中五时，有个朋友告诉我：人不为己，天诛地灭。我听了就很想盖他一巴。也许是我多心，想太多了。哈哈，希望是吧。好想回家哦。好想念家。

27102007

ReCenTlY....









HAiz... Very Very bored lo... Just feel tat no mood... and yesterday i get sick.. feel wanna vomit but cannot vomit... so suffer.. haiz.. first time in the USM get sick like this.. haha!!! OklA.. i post some photo so tat i can explain wat i have done recently..

Go teluk Batik BBQ

4 ppl in the photo...

Hui Chin n Me..

With awu UTM frens...

Look at Us.... So Sakai...



Haiz.............................. Life Is Bored.............................

07102007

My Life in USMkk

I do feel very great after come to USM which located in kelantan, maybe God doesnt want me to be in KL where there is a paradise for shopping... wahaha!!! So at here, i wanna share my life being in USM campus.. Haha...

August

The very first thing in USM is that i join the CF camp organize by the USM CF.. About 50++ ppl attend this camp. This camp is at August if i not mistaken.

This is the picture taken when i join the CF camp.. Wat a big family...

First year student which involve in the CF camp..

Jeremiah-> S'wan senior..

Jeremiah's birthday is at 31 of aug, but he got the denggi, so he terpaksa stay in the hospital USM.. at that day, v go HUSM to celebrate his birthday.. saw the Solution hanging up there???

SepTemBer

First year student need to b incharge on the mooncake festival.. So v terpaksa work n work n work.. i dono whether how much lecture i already miss, cause i do sleep in the lecture hall while the class is on.. haha~ But finally, the event is very successful...

This is my Roommate.. NAmed Jason from Sabah

Good!!!!

This one is the mooncake celebration in the church.. see the back got a 'FLASH" there??? He very gatai.. so he jump in the wrong timing... wahahaha

After the mooncake festival, that's my birthday celebration.. hehe~ My frens here celebrate for me o.. A cake.. But actually the cake is very ... =.=!!! But wanna say thanks to my frens.. haha!!

This is how they treat me... see my face...

October

This is the photo taken when v go eat chicken chop at kebun sultan.. Where am i??? I am the cameraman.... so kesian~ Haiz...

The chicken chop is really great ler... very worth lor...

Hmm... Still can share wat ler...

To my USM fresn!!!!

IS very unexplainable y are we choosen being here.. one things is... we must appreciate the time being together.. No matter how... V are the best of the best!!!

20070828

Already being USMkk for a month++ already, still very uncomfortable with it, the hostel, the people here.. still very very haiz~ dono why last time i said i wanna go out from sitiawan, wanna fly away from sitiawan.. Feel some source of regret now, cause din appreciate the time at secondary school..

Now already entering MUSCULOSKELETAL for the 2nd week, i feel very very stress with it. Dono wat muscle connect to wat muscle, then this neve that vessel.. walao!!! very very burden lo!!! Really a lot of things to study, for me already hate biology subject, now!!! All link to BIOLOGY, human anatomy!! NO MATH, NO ORGANIC CHEMISTRY!!! hahaha!!!! dono how to survive this few months!!! hope can pass la~ really really do..

Wanna share something about my pass few weeks life in USM. actually last week i joined the Christian fellowship camp at TOK BALI at Kelantan beach, it is really beautiful than in LUMUT, teluk batik. Although the chalet like malay house so sux, the programme there is quiet okay for me.. the most memorable things that in tat camp is: i sleep at 2:30 but wake up at 5:00am just wanna watch the sunrise... and then hor!!! The sun rise is at almost 7 o clock!! wait there so silly.. wahaha!!! then the next day's talk is very very sleepy.. haha!!!! okla.. just want to share till here.. next time only post some photo in the blog...

GAMBADEH!!!

14052007

Hmmm...........

Going out with frens, my primary school classmate..

WE go WEST CONNECTION at LUMUT...

Then go have a walk...

At LumUt.. 4 gals 2 guys and 1 Just married..

Seems like 2 couple??? haha~ don mistaken...

My zi mui... 6C at Chung Cheng....

惊喜的一天

今天教会了永俊化学后,接到嘉怡的讯息!! 黄嘉怡叻!!小学的朋友!!

陈贤婷,许淑菁,赖静薇,黄嘉怡和我去到 Sercret Resipe

结果...............

发现..............

以前和我们一起玩的胡玖森....

结婚了!!!!!

有一点不能想象!! 不过那是人家的事!! 哈哈.. 祝福他吧~

My life in KMNS

KMNS--> Kolej Matrikulasi Negeri Sembilan

PART 1

I really very Keberatan with my College ler... Too many things that i can wrote ler... But i think, picture is the best BUKTI to show u all about my life at there... haha

I still remember when i fist get into there, i so scare that cannot suite into tat particular college life, i cry when i phone back to my DAD, so stupid when now i think back!! Hahaha... Orientation week really sucks!! Cause i didn't see any chinese senior at there... we always bully by the malay guys.!!! haiz~ "how i gonna survive???" I still remember that almost 3 days i didnt talk to any1, almost keep myself away from others.. Thursday! Then a guy come to me to introduce himself.. tat time only i talk to ppl.. haha/...

This is wat we done last year, After First semester exam, my fren, yi huey say 'let us do facial', then he use spyrullina put on eveyone face.. haha... Look at me, so silly de face... haha...
After sometime, we organize Birthday of others, we will try to make fun on the bdae ppl as cruel as possible... throw eggs, colgate + water, Cakes and many other else...

19092006

This few month i feel very bored and suck.. very very.... tired mentally n physically... dono why.. just want to stop everythings tat is going on in me so tat i can rest more.... haiz~

although still got 40 days tat exam final is coming around... but i really hope tat i can get good result so tat i can easily get into the local university... really... hope..

God... please help me.. please give me the cleverness to answer the question so tat i can get higher markhs... erm.. just like tat la... hopefully can.. thanks a lot....

Hmmmm...

Today is Wat day i also forgot liao... after joining Ns camp, i was already forgot how to count the day liao... hahahaha.... Hmmm.. i wannna share here my experience...

First, 31/12/2005
That day my house got a dinner for celebrate new moving home.. That day i very rush on time and very sad.
I know the time shown is 6 o clock and i sms my school frens, ask whether they got come o not? then they reply me very surprisingly... They said maybe don come... Haiz~ really disappointed la.. but nvm lo... later got very few ppl come only... -_-` Last day also dowan meet me? my relationship begitu cha meh?? Okla, Next is my church member, Dono why they seems like very very muka hitam, maybe sumthing has happened? i oso dono, and i dowan to know la... i mention some of them.... oklo... That time i tell myself i will not be longer here, so whatever la~ Hmm... suddenly my frens told me have to go to body check up first before going to NS.. but i din go for body check, so i call my mom to arrange somebody to do that... haiz~ finally DONE!!! Then i call pui yeen lo.. she said got sumthing wanna tell me.. so call la.. That time is about 12.00a.m. already, but she haven sleep... then mah chat lo.. haha.. until 1:00> , forget liao la... then go kemas my things.. i haven kemas de.. then do liao until 3:00 o clock, i went to sleep...

Second, 1/1/2006
That day morning, 8:00a.m, i already wake up and prepared to go to bus stop liao... Huh~ sumthing forget to bring, then turn back to take, my mom scold me ... haiz ~ everytime de la.. then i told her not to worry liao, next time wait till 2 n the half month baru scold me la...!!! hahahahhaah.. ok, then go bus stop, saw many ppl at there, some of them crying and peluk here and there, and carrying big big bag and baldi... hahahaha.. me carring a boxes of mineral water... cause scare no water to drink... but i am not afford to carry such a heavy things, so i called my mom to drop some for me is enuf.... hahahaha... okla... is time to go liao, then i said bye to mum n dad n grandmom, then i went into to the bus. Seeking a place and sit down. Then a indian guy sit beside me.. i was so scare and dono how to have conversation with him... His name is Surenthern... But i was not memorize his name.. his name i memorize when in the camp.. hahaha.. Then got journalism interview me, is china press magazine.. she ask me some question.. then after that bus is going to moving, she only get down.. I saw a fren.. Nan Hwa's fren... Is Ng Jin Yew.. I know him before but not join him only... hahhaa.. and i saw a fren , acs fren also same camp wif me.. her name is Pang Ai Teng... then after FIVE hour journey only arrived the camp. The camp names KEM TEGAS MESRA.. It was damn hot and was very terpencil... The camp was surrounding by the gunung.. all mobile phone can't use... I arrive there alone and sit alone for waiting the soldier to spot check our bag... My handphone, charger and my medicine of pimples also dirampas by the soledier there.. at there, i met a Chinese frens, yap choo jien. He is from Ayer Tawar.. Cause of the Language, we known each other well.. Then wif suddenly, a heavy rain drop... very very very damn big de rain... Then we all go to logistic ther to register our name and get the number for our dorm.. I got dorm 4, Jien got dorm 8 and yew got dorm 5.. Me and yew's dorm very near, so our relationship is better.. hahaha...Then i went to my dorm and put my thing down and rush into the tiolet to take a bath.. but no water.. after went out of the bath room... i met a person, his name is Tzer.i thought he is older than me... hahaha.. he is from Ipoh de.. actually he queit nice but he really CHUAN... if u dono him very well... hahahaha... i oso got no actjective to describe his personality... but in my dorm.. our relationship is better than other.... maybe we sleep very near gua...
that night, cant fallen asleep cause miss home, very very charm la..

Third, 2/1/2006 until 10/3/2006
This period time i got went back two times... 1 for haji and 1 for chinese new year. Beginning there, i fall sick.. And i have 2 days excuse for activity.. that time very suffer cause really nothing to do and the whether there damn hot... at there after a week, only know all chinese geng in my dorm.. Second person i know is Ping. If u dono him well, u will feel that he very chuan n cool, but after knowing him, he really act like sex maniac... always 'bok mom' me... always tough me and said sumthin very 'A' de.. haha.. He is also Christian. He has a bad breath and got a big big stomach... Next is Hui Jin, this fellow is quiet like a ladies, cause he bring all the equipment that need o no need.. and his family also seems like very wealthy.. cause every time treat us eat McDonald n PizzaHut... Hahaha.. He is talkative but u cant make him angry, if not u will surely being BOOM by him.. hahhaah.. same as me.. Next is Leong, he is svery short person and talkactive too... His conversation will hurt ppl... at NS camp, the first person i been hurt is because of him.. He really say something will hurt ppl de.. but he also very frenly... Then the last person i known in my dorm is Shyang, he is very tall and very lansi... he also talk sumthing very hurt de.. and he also will do sumthin very dislike by normal person.. one word--> QIAN DA... STill got many many ppl that i cant mention here, but i was already write in my diary and set into my mind.. you all will be in my memory forever..

Fourth, 11/3/2006
The last day at camp very rush time one.. cause all the bus suddenly rush into our camp and we have to run in time lo.. we just say goodbye to each other and pisah liao.... but at bus.. i saw JIn was crying.. and my tears was drop tooo... very tough on that time... hahahahhahah.. finally .. arrive home liao lo... the end of the story..

Hahaha.. now onli got time to post.... then 13/3/2006, i got my result...
Bahasa Malaysia -A2
Bahasa Inggeris -A1
Bahasa Cina -B3
Sejarah -A1
Matematik -A1
Add Math -A1
Bio -A2
Chemistry -A1
Physic -A1
P.Moral -B3
P.Seni -A1
EST -B4

But i quiet satisfy my result cause i reall y try my best already... hahahahahahhahahahah

I will keep my hard work lo.... Thank God cause supporting me, and my faminly... Thank You!!!!

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Hahaha…… Happy New Year~ hehe…. Wanna said sumthing here,,, long time no write blog liao…. Wanna share something…. Caroling, Christmas, Camp… dono ler… All Damn Sad story…..

Caroling, for me…. Is very enjoying, because can sing loudly… aha… really, indeed…
But seems like every 1 not very happy for it, so, I also become no heart…

Christmas, geng si…. Cause I feel very sad la… I had not involving myself in everything, decoration, dance… I oso dono la… very sad jiu shi la…. Hard explain…

Camp, damn damn shuai, cause I mong cha cha…. Dono wanna do wut… the true expression also very make me very sad… Zayne angry me.. ya, from the beginning… I knew it! Haiz~ sad sad sad sad sad sad sad….

Wanna go ns liao… my feeling not very good.. scaring, frightening…. Haha… waana continue blog next time… so, take care la…

BaD tHiNgS aGaIn....

Today my mood very dull… and very down… After listen to my best partner.. I feel very angry + disappointed + sad….. I dono how to describe tat feeling… just very ‘em dai’ only… I know I was wrong, but isn’t he also was wrong also? Luckily, I don go to church when my exam… if not… I will surely be smashed… means tat I cannot concentrate my tension in exam time… I am not trying to giving excuse to skip the youth fellowship… I just want to avoid the criticize from tat fellow… who was very YELLOW ship everytime… If I heard the criticize from him… I will trying myself to think over again… Is it the things he say is true? Or he simply say only… then I will become very confuse… because I will look through the problem… So, isn’t it I skip the youth fellowship is the best choice? And 1 more, I just want to pay my fully attention in my study~ because I cannot play ma, this year will decide whether I will STPM or college…

This year… my final year… SPM year… was already giving me a big big pressure… plus more the youth feloowship’s president… preesure + pressure… haiz~ dono how to say… I know I have no leadership, but I am also trying to do well… to help, to done the best.. From the beginning of the year, nothing had happened. I know that there are some quarrelsome in our committee member. But I try to ignore it. Then, the problem was become very seriously. Until I also get into it. Now I were very suffering, whether I want to continue, or I want to quit myself, just stand at the side to look them working hard? Har? I had no better answer.

I haven’t mention today’s incident. Last night, I went to my aunt’s wedding party. So I do not go to church. I thought pui yeen haven’t did the decoration of the church, so I decided from today, I will trying my best to help her, just like last year Lieh Wei was trying hard to help me.. so, I went to church today at 10 morning.. when I step into the church, I was quite surprise, I saw some decoration on the wall. “Oh, pui yeen started to decorate already”, I noticed. After that, when she came, I asked her. “Not me, is YELLOW guy did 1”, she replied. Oh! I am very surprise on that because I thought that he and Zayne are incharge at outsider decoration. So, I ask pui yeen to ask him wether the side decoration think liao ma. Then! The most I hated de answer appear from that YELLOW guy…. (I also heard some only, not very clear) “If I did not start to do, who will start, then finally also will ask me to do”,”Call him not to come already because I scare the decoration he did will not match the things I did it now”, “call him incharge the funny show”, “This year who were sitting exam 1 very ‘DAI SAI’”….. I want to slap him if I am not controlling myself… Then pui yeen ask him, who will did the funny show? He replied,” Neh! The people who are very free after the exam…..” Wah! I really be3 tahan, no one call him to do la, he want to do himself…. Waihai! I did not (re)3 him, he dare to say like that.. make me very angry meh! I was angry because why last year he did not show his kepo, but this year he did!

Poh Chin told me before, YELLOW guy actually is a good guy, he is very concern about the people.. Oh my God.. why I did not mention this in his personality? Or YELLOW guy only good with the ladies more than a man? But he was very good with Waylon, Zayne and Liek Choon o…. After he scolded me, we have a last meeting for this year’s committee member. I was shocked because Zayne looks like very no syok with me… But anyway, I already known, because he and YELLOW guy just like a pair of brothers ma… I really regret why I did not solve the quarrelsome that we make from the beginning of the year. But now are to late already.. okloh! Nevermind. From next year onward, I will not appear on your eye sight anymore, I will not going to meet you anymore, I will not be your friends anymore. I will not remember you anymore… and last word, I HATE YOU.

Last time I hate you because you scolded me, but now I hate you is because of your personality.. So, YELLOW guy. Hope next year you will bring the church up, you will make more member of youth fellowship, Hope God will bless you….

30112005

Finally my exam over already....

My TMnet prepaid card has bcome moneyless when my SPM around... so thank God... hahaha... If not I will play com day by day.....

Many thing had happen in this month....

I had many feeling...

The things come make me feel sucks...

I feel very unhappy... Stress... Disappointed... surprise...

Haiz~ now lazy to write out la... Keep it in my mind is okay already...

Haiz~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

My Sadness Days....

Finally i have time to set my blog now....

Saturday night, 2005/10/22 is the Damn bad day 4 me... Let me tell u all the whole story...

1st thing i feel Damn is... Wow... Many committe member refuse to attended the bible study... Is okay... just me kena only ma cause i an the HEAD wut... nvm lo.. Toh Hong said cancel lo.. then i ma go to church to prepare thing 1st, cause cannot let pastor be waiting in the church alone ma... not good 1...

2nd, not even din come bible study... the youth fellowship also don come... The worst is... Hui Hui and Fanny... Both of them sms to help them... Hui Hui sms me to help him to do zhu xi... Fanny want me help her teach choir... walau~ Then i refuse to help them lo...

3rd, The worst is coming.. Kamikasi.. *** said, "Fanny call u do de thing, u got do ma?", Then i reply, "I already told her tat i won help her to teach...", then *** said the most hurted me de phrase... " U n Fanny hor, everytimes do de thing 'yi liu' o..." ... I couldn't reply him... bcause i also feel that i did nth in church... *** help the church, but i din do anything, anything... If i shout at him, maybe he also will merajuk and maybe will bertapa sendiri n dowan come to church liao... After that i sms to Fanny and scold her... Then suddenly my eyes full of water.. my tears drop down without any reasons... been hurted... Then i was thinking, was it my wrong?

Another story that i knew *** was talak syok me.... Lat saturday, hui hui's programme... The ling chang, Angeline was prepared.. Suddenly OHP rosak, then make the keadaan very Kong bu.... haiz~ suai la... When the programme is held, i ask angeline to come wif me to outside for giving her some advice to be the ling chang... Then yu feng sendiri come of our site ther... and then she n i began talk lo.. *** suddenly come..., :don stand outsite and talk... not good ho!" then we ma go in lo... i watch his face was full of angryness... i dono why.... at that moment i realise... *** dah talak syok of me... Maybe? I oso dono.. so tis make me more hate him now.... I cannot 4give him.... i won... i canot 4give, oso canot 4gave myself... being so naive..

CRYING NOW......

this incident was on my mind last night, i couldn't get into sleeep... Very seksa to angry 1 ppl...

Can say smth very tak bertanggungjawap ma? I really feel some regret bcause i accept the job being the president of the touth fellowship...

1.The penasihat thing... Ai Ying jia dah no syok of our committe

2.The bible study programme was been drop down

3.The income member has been ignored... bcause i din take any action

4.The committe like break into small group...

5.The jing xiu hui de pro....

N more... i cannot list down 1 by 1...

I really not responsible, not berkaliber, not prefect to be the president...

I had let the ppl feel disappointed already....

But i also feel very disappointed... Everytime only i care of the programmme... the other committe doesn't cooperate... share the problem together... walau~ Church not mine 1, is all of us... OF OF US.... Ok?

Nvm lo.... Tis saturday will have another ppl, another committe member who can bring up the church, youth fellowship.... Hope God will with us tat time.. hope the income committe will be the choice of ***, then *** won see my face anymore.... Maybe is true... O maybe not... I oso dono wut am i typing now...

Lastly.... Hope the income o new committe member will cooperate, don quarrel n be happy lo... Wish u and God bless you all....

Amen.

My Favourite Drama.....

This Japan Drama really attract me watch it somemore...

To Be Continue.............

My Weekend

Hahahha... I was felt asleep last night... Opps... no, is this morning... Let me share the story~

After youth fellowship... We decided to go to Lumut to gai gai! Then suddenly... siokky plan to go to Ayer Tawar to eat steamboat~ Wow... so syok la... But... the time was 11:16p.m. , i still remember..

Then ma go lo... Got william, leong ping, me, zayne, hui hui, hong ping, ah hua, chi xiang, n siokky....

Eat about RM 43... Then go back liao... wah! actually i still

hungry + tired = Sleepy

Really... coz i wear contact lenz... Haiz~ Really...

Tired... 1:00 a.m. baru balik.....

Haiz~ Sunday liao.. I have to wake up by 8 o clock!!!! Cause want to teach sunday school!!! Wah! They all r monkey in the jungle la... din respect we as a teacher!!! Hate to teach them....

After that do very sia sui things... I do ling chang ... Sing wut song i also dono.. can just say a word

TALOK

really... dono why the ppl dowan open their mouth to sing, then the pianist also... haiz~ Really la... maybe the song is toooooooo unsuitable to us anymore...

Happy time! we go for eat...

Eat Ayamas~ I really want to test it 4 a long time liao..... Hahahhahaha, we go to eat lo.... In front of the Ceria supermarket... Then after that we go to Ceria buy Mini Ice-cream.. we still young la....

Hong ping, me , pei ying, qian ying n fanny lo.... Then we all go to Fanny house have party... not la.. just want to sit down only....

Then we all talk many things... sharing the story between gals n guys.. i was shocked that many gals really spend a lot of money when they go shopping... wah! so SURPRISE...All rubbish only.... GOSSIPING... can say like tat... hahahhahahahahhhahaahahaa...

My weekend not very meaningful, but i think after SPM not like the same anymore... HAVE FUN~ hahhahaah

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Hahahahahaha.......... YEAH!

Today is my birthday.... So happy....

Kwan.s.s, Yyvonne,Mr.Loo,Janice,LHC give me a surprise... a shirt.... very beautiful... cool la....

Then another surprise is, Yap Yap n Tze Wei.... Send pizza to my house.... hahahhaahhaa..... Wau... Cool Man... Really thank you la... U all Is DA best.... Hope u all will done well, Very well in ur SPM... Plus Oil!