小儿科后感

小儿科终于都完了。

最后一个星期真是心惊胆战。

有一个女医生，高层的，在巡房的时候，

讲了一些很刺耳，很不给脸的话，

让我觉得我在这五个星期的小儿科好像作废那样。

“You are too playful”他说道。

事实上我是非常的好玩，我承认。

但我觉得我没做错吧，我不觉得和小孩子打成一片是坏事。

虽然我的病历记载非常的差，

算了吧，她的眼中只有A学生，

我是有爱心的学生就好。

要学那个学姐，要以爱来对待病人。

坚持我的信念！不再把你放在眼里。

下星期进外科了，兴奋极了。

加油！

20100811

I was quiet depressing this week.

After convo break, and i back to reality which is study,

i feel like i still couldn't get used to the life.

Is like the time passes so fast until i couldn't know what day is today.

4th week of my Paediatric posting,

I just feel like i have not been doing anything.

There are still many things that i don't know,

there are many basic stuff that i couldn't remember,

there are a lot of things that i study and keep on forgetting.

Is it only me having this kind of problem?

I hate myself to be like this.

I hate to become a knowledge-less Doctor.

Because the patient will not respect you, if you are not professional enough.

On the other hand,

I received some bad news.

1st was Jonathan, a senior involve in a motor-vehicle accident.

Currently stay at Hospital Muar, and he had to extend his HO life six month.

But luckily that he is fine.

Continue pray for his health and hope no complications for the fracture of his leg.

2nd was my secondary school teacher,

Is a she, She is a humour teacher.

I like her teaching session whereby she can mix around with the students.

I miss her after i have graduated.

I miss her and i have not says "Thank you" to her after my graduation.

I feel so sad and so kesihan because she passed away.

Arrrhhh... Why life is so miserable???

Why can't my life become so simple,

need not worry, need not sad,

why can't I just happy go lucky... Why.....

I hope i can stop the time,

I hope i can have a great rest,

I hope i can breath normally,

I hope i can stand still,

Wish I can....

两年后的约定

看见学长，学姐们个个都毕业了

心里觉得很开心，澎湃。

我们约定了

两年后！我们同个地方见~

孤岛

"No man is an island"

有口难言

很多时候，我们都面临同一个问题。

有很多心底话，不知向谁倾诉。

从对象，内容，后果等这种种的顾虑，

使我们不敢，不愿意去分享。

结果，就把全部的事情，吞进自己的肚子里。

让自己的身体承受压力，

饱受煎熬的身体，最佳的良药是时间。

我也深信，时间就是最佳的良药，

就给自己多点时间吧。

小小的生命

在这几天，我的眼见好像开阔了许多。

“这社会就是这样，”有个医生这样的告诉我们。

在这星期，我遇到了

被抛弃的孩子，被人口贩卖的案例，

智障家庭的婴孩，单亲妈妈的第二胎，

身体不健全的小孩，患有down syndrome 的小孩等等。

真的觉得自己是非常幸福的。

小儿科

本来想写些生活上的点滴，但，来到了大四
生活就改变了。

原本的课堂变成了做工，
早8晚5的上班时间，
加上oncall 的时间，
真的没什么时间来生病，来读书，来玩玩。

加油啦，希望这个第一个的posting 会pass!
小孩子，不是那么的简单.

to be continue.........

追风筝的孩子

很久之前就听闻这本小说。

翻遍大大小小的书局，都卖着英文版本的。

试问我的英文好到哪里呢？

曾经想要完成一本<Charmed>的小说，

结果两面后就放弃了。

在柔佛的一家书店，给我找到这本书的中文版！

超级的HIGH.... 就买下了！

结果用了五天，我读完了这本小说！

很赞！这本书讲述一对情同兄弟的阿富汗小孩，

因为风筝暴力事件后，破坏了之间的情谊，彼此走上不同的人生道路.

最后造成他的遗憾！

在这本小说里，我也略懂一些历史故事。

觉得，读小说真的不错！我甚至几次被他的文笔而感动到泪框框！

哈哈！好傻啊！

极力推荐这本小说，有兴趣吗？

向我借吧！哈哈！

TOY story 3

从没看过第一以及第二集的Toy Story 就走进戏院里观赏了第三集。

我约了几个朋友去看这部卡通片，但，他们都拒绝了我。

说：“我们的年龄不适合这类片子”

听了有点心酸。开心就好！

证明我还年轻！喜欢看这种大电影，大卡通！

故事剧情很有意思。

我在看着故事的当儿，我也在回想，

我以前也拥有过一些的玩具。

拿起玩具，就可以忘我，玩了好几个小时。

就在哪里用玩具打来打去, 玩得很尽兴！

但日子久了，长大了，玩具也就被我们遗忘。

甚至由电脑，手机， MP3，ipod 等东西给代替了。

如果玩具真的像电影做的那样，

我想我的玩具真的会伤心欲绝。

因为，我遗忘，遗弃了它们。

南下旅行 part 1

旅行让人心旷神怡，也让人的口袋大出血~

下吉隆坡为了要见见久违的matriks朋友，中学朋友。

见了说说话，联络联络感情。

懒惰形容，照片胜过一切吧！

五月天的演唱会，很棒！

华丽的舞台，加上团员们的热情演出，真的有点让我不舍得离开！

天使，突然好想你，知足，恋爱ING 等等的歌曲让人冉冉上口。

好想再去多几次这类型的演唱会！

Bad experience

The last day of May, which is 31st of May...

I give my friend a BIG present!

I drove my friend's car,

finding a parking space, actually is a side parking area,

i didn't use side parking method.

i just go in and a bit further,

then suddenly i pijak something.

The next thing i know was, I bang people's car!

Another friend told me not to worry...

Reverse back, and he went down to talk to that owner as the owner came out that time.

I totally doesn't know what I were doing that time!

I was blank that time!!!

Arrrrhhhhh~ what the ****!!! APAni???!!!!

I got suppression?? i totally can't remember what i done before the accident.

My friend make a theory for my case.

He said, maybe i thought i change the gear to reverse,

then i pijak the oil button~

That's why i go kiss the car's BUTT~

Feel so sorry to my friend!

一个不能被讨论的话题

今天，在一下这个部落格读到了深感兴趣的一个课题。

http://my-siasat.blogspot.com/2006/09/blog-post_115741445508979909.html

我看了这片comment,就会想起中五毕业后的时期。

当时我和朋友都申请了进国立的大学基础班，

结果只有少数的人申请成功。

其余的，不是留在学校上中六，就是往外跑，去私立求学。

真的觉得大马教育政策有少许的问题。

死死的背，不背就被淘汰！

想起来以前的历史课，你不背，它就向你招手说BYE咯！

撇开马来人的kuota不谈（因为很敏感），

就是不公平的对待。

在大学，我想每间国立大学都有这种问题吧。

就是考试前夕，马来人被召集去surau“温习功课”。

别说我胡说，因为我的宿舍正正面对着surau, 听得到他们在讨论！

要我的证据？

就是有些好心的马来同胞们会将问题泄露给朋友们，

一传十，十传百的，就传开了。

不过，这个做法，真的会让素质贬值吧~

一个读书人，竟为考试，而读了那些TIPS,

其余的难道我们不需要去理解？去体会吗？

haizzzzzzzz.....

看了那篇，我不禁对那些被遗忘的朋友感到痛惜。

你们的才华竟然被他们而遗弃，痛失上大学的机会。

念旧

上网，太无聊了，就开始乱乱按来按去。

发现：Eh, Matriks 的讲师们都有玩 facebook.

结果就有了个概念，找回那些所失去联络的朋友们！好伟大的想法吧！

结果很感人，真的给我找回了一些朋友。

无论是matriks 的，国民服务的，甚至小学朋友，我都找到了！

找到了的那种澎湃的心情真的很难用文字形容。

我的手机里储存着一个被我遗忘，我从来就没有找过的小学同学的手机号码。

那个号码是我从另一个朋友那里得来的，

有一年了吧，我无法鼓起勇气发送信息或打电话去。

就在昨天凌晨，我念旧心作祟，

我就传了封简讯给他，他就call了过来。

“你是谁”，手机那头来的声音不再是我熟悉的耳音。

“我是....erm.... 我是.... 爱顺” 我吞吞吐吐的回答他。

我能感觉我的声音在颤抖.. 我想我在害怕。

我害怕他不再认得我，我也害怕不知怎样和他沟通。

但，一切都想太多了。

他说了句话让我觉得很贴心，“爱顺是吗？认识十几年了的怎么不会认识？”

当下就和他谈了许久，我们似乎都乐在其中。

愉快的心情持续了很久。我想...

友情就是需要时不时找上门的灌溉，才会跟坚固吧！

真希望有天我们大家能够在聚聚，重温当年的甜蜜时光！

我珍惜你们..

The rest of the day...

Clubbing~ the next day went taichung by bus... Then rain whole days!!! Sienzzzzzz...

Stay in hotel, night time go Night market...

The next day, go a place like A FAMOSA... (jiu zu wen hua cun)

Is like theme park... Here the environment suit every generations!!!

Pretty flowerssssssssssssssssss at the front park of the place! is like a fairy tales' garden!

At the front gate

Is the well-known place... Ri Yue Tang... something like out tasik kenyir!

Night time go back to taipei by bus... Tiring! At night, go night market again!

The next day morning, the last day!!! T.T

Went to a place named shandao, is a place they rakam the movie (manga)!

In the bus, heading to airport...

Airport view~

Every1 look so cham! hahaha~ Big bag small bag!!!

in the flight... Tiring... 4hrs +... Bye bye taiwan.... T.T

Day 5

DAY 5, we went to yang ming shan. Is a good place to visit... But due to 12C, we cant tahan, tiring journey... we just walk walk see see.... Damn cold! nt Kidding!!

sakaissss Posing at roadside mirror

Then went to Taiwan 101!!! Wow!!! Nice building wey!

This shops is a bookstore, open 24 hours 365days! Largest bookshop in Taiwan!

Went to a shop, open by a celebrity, named Stella. The shops is like secret recipe... Named Black as Chocolate! U can google and find this!!! Very popular! The chocolate cake we order was NTD 780... Haha~ okok gua... NIce environment and the folk!!! so CUTE!!!

Paise... Is a night market also!

Then at night, went club at LAVA!!! PHEW!!! Sakai drunk jor! i have to acc him!! Feel like wanna slap him tat time!!! Haha!!!!

Day 4

Early in the morning take bus go a place where visitors to TAIWAN will go 1.

Named Ye liu... Around 2 hours journey~ every1 just sleep in the bus... Me as well!

Today's weather abit humid, and is wet and cold! hahaha!!!!

At a roadside... we jalan salah... but take a nice pic!!!

This is the place i mentioned! Every visitor have to pay NTD 50 to watch this---------------->

The Queen head!! HAha!!! Some people said, in 50 years time, this head is going to patah!

so!!! GO lo!!!

Take another bus to an OLD town! a very old town named jiu fen!

This old town famous landmark! The longest ladder~ Hehe! I been there!

Then weather damn sucks, cant go jinguashi.... so we take train go wufenpu...

Wufenpu is the shopping market mainly sells clothes!

Hmmmm.... is the heaven for gals!!!

bought some stuff there tooo!!! hehe!

at nite drink milk milk tat bought from 7-11~ hehe...

Day 3

7 Famous food!!! NICE!!!

6 NIGHT MARKET! where we met ABU!!!!

5 Posing inside the University!

5 Went to Taiwan University!
4 Some where in GONG GUAN! nice environment!
3 Favourite shop!!! This is the shop provided the HAEGAN DAZS!!!

2 Went this shop ate pao~ yummy yummy and juicy juicy pao!

1 At Zhong Zhen ji nian tang~ a huge area consists of 4 huge building!

Day 3

Day 2

Day 2

1. Went to forbidden palace... erm..... Is not a suitable place for teenagers like us! haha~

I think aunty uncle will like it la...

2. Went to hot spring area in taiwan, named "beitou".. At there, got soooooo many choices u can make to enjoy! We choose a cheap one.. Erm.. surprisingly, we dared go INSIDE. Some of us tooooo paise already, they just went off.. Because they scare to be NAKED!!!

3. Went "yu ren ma tou"... Is a quite famous place for star to have concert there! is a well-known place with the calm surrounding and peaceful environment! The famous BRIDGE!

Summary of Taiwan Trip Day 1

Day 1 ( depart at 10am, reached at 3pm)

Meet all my friends at LCCT, saw them happy like sakai! haha! Start our journey!

ONE WEEK IN TAIWAN!!

Behind me was Air-Asia X... We bought 2 ways air tickets for RM430+ baggage fees!

Flying in the skies! Hmmm... It was the 3rd time i take flight.

The first time was standard six (kuching), and the second time was from KB to KL.

Having my lunch in the flight. It cost me RM12... aiks....

Check in the hotel....................

U know who is this???!!! Is a brand new Artist! Their band named AK!!!

So excited to see them lar!

Ate the most famous food in ximendin... The mee sua is just so so to me...

Abit like LOH MEE... only the mee is different.. hehe ^^

Then went club with @%^#$%.. haha! Nice experience!

This kind of club, Once in a lifetime! hehe!!!