20050731

Haiz~~~ The sensitive topic appear again.... Somebody kutuk somebody then give many ppl know.... Haiz~ why this things must be the issue that want to appear in church? when will be solve this problem also dono.... Haiz~ Fang la!!!!

God... Can u help us? show us the way? Our spirit life is very very low already, now how to solve without the cleverness that u give us? Jesus....

The things happen that CY thought that many ppl kutuk at the back.... said that she very wat wat wat..... Then this news spread out..... many ppl involve.... then salah faham liao lo~ Haiz~ Din check properly..... just refused to come to church again! wakau~ If every! act like tat, still got who want to come to church? Haiz~~~~~~~So disappointed......

If every body bertolak-ansur.... give another chance to them... let them realize tat they r wrong..... ok? then won be so much problem lol~~~~

20050730

Well, today actually my mood is very very good... Unfortunately... somebody smash my mood down very deep.... I wanna ask God, why? How? When? Who? Which? What........ Too many question... cannot mention all........

I don understand why i myself only scare the things only.... isn't it are our business? why?

Is it very hard to semo1 do the Lord job? Lord, Father, would u give me , show me ur way?

Simple Plan ^PrEfEcT^

Hey dad look at me

Think back and talk to me

Did I grow up according to plan?

And do you think i'm wasting my time

Doing things I wanna do?

But it hurts when you disapprove all along

And now I try hard to make it

I just want make you proud

I'm never gonna be good enough for you

I can't pretend that I'm all rightand you can't change me

'Cuz we lost it allNothing last for everI'm sorry I can't be perfect

Now it's just too late and we can't go backI'm sorry I can't be perfect

I try not to think

About the pain I feel inside

Did you know you used to be my hero?

All the days you spent with me

Now seem so far away

And it feels like you don't care anymore

And now I try hard to make it

I just want to make you proud

I'm never gonna be good enough for you

I can't stand another fight

And nothing's alright

'Cuz we lost it all

Nothing last for everI'm sorry I can't be perfect

Now it's just too late and we can't go backI'm sorry I can't be perfect

Nothing's gonna change the things that you said

Nothing's gonna make this right again

Please don't turn your backI can't believe it's hard just to talk to you

But you don't understand

'Cuz we lost it allNothing last for everI'm sorry I can't be perfect

Now it's just too late and we can't go backI'm sorry I can't be perfect

'Cuz we lost it allNothing last for everI'm sorry I can't be perfect

Now it's just too late and we can't go backI'm sorry I can't be perfect

This is the song Waylon introduce the first english song to me, Prefect... I still know at that time i going crazy b'cause of tis song... It does really really touch for me... U know why? This is the song which make him n me to be the BEST BEST friend... Really it does....

But now.... we were not contact to each other very long time... I still remember... I think i had did wrong la... cause i ignore the testimonial which is sending by him at friendster.. He said that he was very bored... Need some1 concern bout him.. But .. That's all my fault lo... Now very very seldom go gai gai oledi... He also very busy wat! quite long he din come back oledi....
Haiz~

Erm.. Today In School

Erm!! Today is 13/5/2005

I go to school around 7:10 a.m., when i first step into the school, i feel very nervous, i dono how to give the present to Pn. Lai... so, i walk n walk... then i 'gu qi yong qi' go to office to put the present on her table... then Miss mok suddenly ask me the teacher who is teaching us physic, so i answer her.. Then i say GOOD MORNING to Mr. Victor, My history teacher...

So i quickly walk into there, put the things on table... and then go away... go to my class....

Along the road, i saw a man.. U know who? Is wei Hong.. Our 'BELIAU' the drum major of the school.. he laugh at me bcause my hair style... he said that my head bcome very round.. like a ball.. then i ignore it... then many many ppl come liao... they also laugh at me.... bcause my hair really really short.. I am thinking that if someday i go to NS... then my hair bcome shorter than this time.. then more ppl will laugh lo...

Then BI teacher, Mdm Theresa gives us do SPM revision Question.... Actually i really weak lo... After that HUI CHIN told teacher that me n shiang shen will go to her tuition class... haha! he say nothing, then just agree only....

Then Biology period... Damn Bored!!! Really feel Suck! The Mr. No Guna scold us that not bringing the flower... that is his fault u know?! who call u sick last time! Then i do MT at that moment ... Haha!!! Then suddenly feel that my BIo will die liao lo.... if i din study properly....Then i promise myself that must study more hard in Bio....

Then Mt period... Mr. Cheong teach us new chapter... something were happen... Dono why, suddenly we pick up the sensitive issue... Adrian N Hui Chin, then hui chin angry us... Then me, JJ just change place lo.. Haha! then she really angry o... Then the bell ring liao.. i rush out to go to canteen to eat!!! i am damn hungry!

After eat.. i went back to my class... i saw hui chin n adrian was chit chatting o... looks like they very high ar! hahah.. then i go to find pui yeen.. she is not in class... so i forget it liao....

Then BC period... Miss Tan let us do some exercises... In that moment.. It's Damn!!! Damn!!! HOt!!! cannot tahan!

History period, Mr. Victor talk on the PILIHAN RAYA.... but i 'chuang zi tiao' to hui chin.. i feel sorry with her, i said, then nth liao lo... Then Shiang shen critik me thAT i am toooo fat!!! cheap!!! i also critik him back.. we play zui zui! just like a kid... haiz!~

Then Ma period... Wah! teacher gives us back the paper... i got 30%.. hahahahha, so happy.. Then nth special liao la.... just like that lo... HeHe!

Wut a buzy week....

Walau so.. buzy ar

Me buzy for doing project, preparing Exam lo..., Church n other things...

N then my mid year exam result... Below are my bad result...

Bm-65

Bc-71

Bi-63

Ma-90

Sej-78

Pm-65

Pjk-67

Mt-85

Fizik-72

Kimia-70

Bio-60

Est-71

70.83% n get 33 in class.. n 38 in Form 5

Wut i remember i write lo...

I still remember that i rush to do my art project.... Last minute work...

My friend so geng... she is a gal.. she really boleh kira last last minute.... She is yi ji bang ... Hahahaha

I still remember.. Fanny said that.. when SPM exam... she won come to sunday praise.. but she will go to teach sunday school... Walau.. cannot continue ar? I dono la.. None of my buisness... So... wut should i care for..? She herself gave explaination to God only.... Haha!

N ho.... Me really thank God because He let me meet a lot friends in Class 5SD... haha!

Like Shiang Shen, Hui Chin, Yap Yap, N Tze Wei.... Haha! They really very high... when we were talking.... We all can reach the highest point... That is laugh until whole class complain..... haha! N cannot forget 1 person.. Kah Ling also... She really a 'xiao chou'.. our 'kai xing guo'..... Hope this friendship will lasts forever lo.. Ok?

Hey! Friendship Forever.....