Monday, December 31, 2007

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Such a long time I didn’t post my blog already, today is the last day of 2007, now I can share what have I done throughout this year. Actually I didn’t really figure out what I have done, because there is a lot of things. Before that I want to share some Christmas event that I gone through.

I was selected to be the head of decoration of the Christmas night in my campus. I actually like it very much because I like this kind of thing, I like art. But it near exam time, I need to balance myself in academic n this kind of things. That time I so stress. I cry for it 1 times, where I saw all my friends doing group discussion while I am doing the deco, and somebody scolded me for some reason. Then, I cry. That time really really my ‘DOWN’ time for me.. after that I just hand it to God lo.

But after exam, the day I got my result is the rehearcle time. I got C in my 2nd selanjar. I dono wat’s really my feeling. I feel very happy that I didn’t failed and I feel sad because I get C( I cant go to my church camp). I very confuse of my feeling. That time I so sad because I cant go church camp, then I scold God: okay, now u dowan me go church camp, after Christmas night, I will not join the CF already. This is what I told God. Then at rehearcle time when the sketch was held, I was one of the choir member, then I sing sing sing, then suddenly, I saw liszen coming in (act as JESUS) with the cross, his shout because of pain, then I suddenly OVEREXPRESS. I cry hardly. I feel very very sorry to GOD, because Jesus that time suffer also have no blame God but I did blame God for small(x10000000) thing… really so regret. Haha!!! Then everything run smoothly.. having a wonderful USM Christmas night. And thank God that I bring some friend to know more about Christ, I really appreciate their sacrifices. Thanks to CK, TK, WV, JH them for coming to practise choir although they have been very busy for CNY things.. so touch!! And hope the gospel have spread to them. Hope maybe someday they will know God more..

Then I went back for my church Christmas night. Also a great night!!!Next time only share photo...

After matriks life, I have been free for almost 3 month. At that time, I go to Singapore. I have promise myself that I want to improve my English by joining some course, but I didn’t do it. I also promise myself that I wanted to keep fit, hehe… also not work. But at least I try before lo. Hehe.. really feel regret why that time I didn’t work it out.

Really miss my matriks friend. Their smile, make me so impress.. really hope that time will not pass so fast.. already end of the year, seems like we all apart for several years. Hope you all are doing very well!!!

Then I get my result, got 4 flat.. so surprise cause I done many many mistake in some paper but I still can get that result. Really want to thank God that he make this way for me. I promise U God, if I successfully finish my studies, I wanted to help God to spread your gospel, missionary.. I hope I could do that for U.. thanks!!!

After enter Uni, I face lot of problem, friendship, roommate, studies, time-management etc. really feel wanna end this thing up. But God has sent someone to comfort me, to guide me to the right tract. Feel very touch that He did this for me..

Now at here, I got a lot of friends, senior also very friend with me. Joining the CF big family was not wrong!!! Feel that I have learn many things from them. I saw some of the sister really HOLY enuf.. they study bible everyday.. wow!!! I wanted to learn from them!!! Hope I also can do that for the sake of me. Hehe!!

So now onwards I wanna appreciate everything in my hand now. Such as friends, studies, family etc etc. Can’t really mention all the things..
HAPPY NEW YEAR 2008!!!!

Tuesday, November 06, 2007

haiz........

已经很久没写部落格了,心血来潮想写些东西,我知到十九岁的我不能够再幼稚了,每天都在哪里扮可爱,我不知道那样会不会令到人家觉得我还没长大。最近我一直都在失眠,不知我会不会很快老,连黑圆圈都变明显了。我很害怕,我觉得我越来越孤独了。外表看起来好像“爱顺很开朗啊!”每天都西皮笑脸的,没什么问题的。其实这样的人才最怕寂寞。我也不知为什么我会有那么大的感触写这部落格。我觉得我已经压抑很久了,自从去了MATRIKS,学会独立时,就害怕孤单,寂寞。当一个人慢慢长大是,失去的是朋友,是真心,能分享喜,怒,哀,乐的朋友。现在有的朋友不过是一些有利用价值,才靠近的。人往往就是这样。我记得我在中五时,有个朋友告诉我:人不为己,天诛地灭。我听了就很想盖他一巴。也许是我多心,想太多了。哈哈,希望是吧。好想回家哦。好想念家。

Saturday, October 27, 2007

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ReCenTlY....









HAiz... Very Very bored lo... Just feel tat no mood... and yesterday i get sick.. feel wanna vomit but cannot vomit... so suffer.. haiz.. first time in the USM get sick like this.. haha!!! OklA.. i post some photo so tat i can explain wat i have done recently..


Go teluk Batik BBQ

4 ppl in the photo...


Hui Chin n Me..



With awu UTM frens...



Look at Us.... So Sakai...



Haiz.............................. Life Is Bored.............................



























Sunday, October 07, 2007

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My Life in USMkk

I do feel very great after come to USM which located in kelantan, maybe God doesnt want me to be in KL where there is a paradise for shopping... wahaha!!! So at here, i wanna share my life being in USM campus.. Haha...

August

The very first thing in USM is that i join the CF camp organize by the USM CF.. About 50++ ppl attend this camp. This camp is at August if i not mistaken.


This is the picture taken when i join the CF camp.. Wat a big family...

First year student which involve in the CF camp..

Jeremiah-> S'wan senior..





Jeremiah's birthday is at 31 of aug, but he got the denggi, so he terpaksa stay in the hospital USM.. at that day, v go HUSM to celebrate his birthday.. saw the Solution hanging up there???


SepTemBer

First year student need to b incharge on the mooncake festival.. So v terpaksa work n work n work.. i dono whether how much lecture i already miss, cause i do sleep in the lecture hall while the class is on.. haha~ But finally, the event is very successful...

This is my Roommate.. NAmed Jason from Sabah

Good!!!!

This one is the mooncake celebration in the church.. see the back got a 'FLASH" there??? He very gatai.. so he jump in the wrong timing... wahahaha


After the mooncake festival, that's my birthday celebration.. hehe~ My frens here celebrate for me o.. A cake.. But actually the cake is very ... =.=!!! But wanna say thanks to my frens.. haha!!





This is how they treat me... see my face...







October



This is the photo taken when v go eat chicken chop at kebun sultan.. Where am i??? I am the cameraman.... so kesian~ Haiz...


The chicken chop is really great ler... very worth lor...

Hmm... Still can share wat ler...

To my USM fresn!!!!

IS very unexplainable y are we choosen being here.. one things is... we must appreciate the time being together.. No matter how... V are the best of the best!!!

Tuesday, August 28, 2007

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Already being USMkk for a month++ already, still very uncomfortable with it, the hostel, the people here.. still very very haiz~ dono why last time i said i wanna go out from sitiawan, wanna fly away from sitiawan.. Feel some source of regret now, cause din appreciate the time at secondary school..
Now already entering MUSCULOSKELETAL for the 2nd week, i feel very very stress with it. Dono wat muscle connect to wat muscle, then this neve that vessel.. walao!!! very very burden lo!!! Really a lot of things to study, for me already hate biology subject, now!!! All link to BIOLOGY, human anatomy!! NO MATH, NO ORGANIC CHEMISTRY!!! hahaha!!!! dono how to survive this few months!!! hope can pass la~ really really do..
Wanna share something about my pass few weeks life in USM. actually last week i joined the Christian fellowship camp at TOK BALI at Kelantan beach, it is really beautiful than in LUMUT, teluk batik. Although the chalet like malay house so sux, the programme there is quiet okay for me.. the most memorable things that in tat camp is: i sleep at 2:30 but wake up at 5:00am just wanna watch the sunrise... and then hor!!! The sun rise is at almost 7 o clock!! wait there so silly.. wahaha!!! then the next day's talk is very very sleepy.. haha!!!! okla.. just want to share till here.. next time only post some photo in the blog...
GAMBADEH!!!

Saturday, May 19, 2007

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Hmmm...........


Going out with frens, my primary school classmate..
WE go WEST CONNECTION at LUMUT...
Then go have a walk...

At LumUt.. 4 gals 2 guys and 1 Just married..

Seems like 2 couple??? haha~ don mistaken...

My zi mui... 6C at Chung Cheng....

Wednesday, May 16, 2007

惊喜的一天

今天教会了永俊化学后,接到嘉怡的讯息!! 黄嘉怡叻!!小学的朋友!!

陈贤婷,许淑菁,赖静薇,黄嘉怡和我去到 Sercret Resipe

结果...............

发现..............

以前和我们一起玩的胡玖森....

结婚了!!!!!

有一点不能想象!! 不过那是人家的事!! 哈哈.. 祝福他吧~

Monday, April 30, 2007

My life in KMNS




KMNS--> Kolej Matrikulasi Negeri Sembilan



PART 1





I really very Keberatan with my College ler... Too many things that i can wrote ler... But i think, picture is the best BUKTI to show u all about my life at there... haha







I still remember when i fist get into there, i so scare that cannot suite into tat particular college life, i cry when i phone back to my DAD, so stupid when now i think back!! Hahaha... Orientation week really sucks!! Cause i didn't see any chinese senior at there... we always bully by the malay guys.!!! haiz~ "how i gonna survive???" I still remember that almost 3 days i didnt talk to any1, almost keep myself away from others.. Thursday! Then a guy come to me to introduce himself.. tat time only i talk to ppl.. haha/...



This is wat we done last year, After First semester exam, my fren, yi huey say 'let us do facial', then he use spyrullina put on eveyone face.. haha... Look at me, so silly de face... haha...
After sometime, we organize Birthday of others, we will try to make fun on the bdae ppl as cruel as possible... throw eggs, colgate + water, Cakes and many other else...