Speechless

This photo is downloaded from internet... It suit my title by the way, so i decided to put it so that makes my blog become more so called alive. I am now listening to my MP3, in USMkk library's computer lab, writting my blog... I dono why i suddenly got mood to upload my blog, maybe because is such a long time i don really care about my blog... I dono why suddenly i feel like i am not myself.. i am trying to be someone. Obviously i am not living for myself.. Or i am a dead body? I dono when can stop be some1 else... I feel like I want to be the time where the first week of orientation in Matriks time...

Nobody else on my side,

NObody come and bother me,

NOBody care about me,

NOBOdy talk to me,

NOBODy know me,

NOBODY ....

I feel like tat is the time i am dealing with myself..

I feel like i am talking too much nowadays, being so kepozi, being so childish. everyday talk talk talk for fun, for no reason.. sometimes even worse, when i talk, i feel like i am hurting some1, I juast don like the feeling of i am fooling them and just to cheering up friends. I feel like is a kind of insulting people around me. Am I over? I feel SORRY to the people that i have fooled, or have been insult by me. Sincerely here.. Sorry.. I dono wat should i write or wat should i talk now... Therefore.. from now... i am choosing not to talk.. Hope everything will become better...

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